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Feeling that feeling
My stomach in knotsAs I lie in waitFor death to comeFlee from this painThe anguish of being so closeYet so far from lifeAlive! Oh to feel that feeling againThe love of doing, choosing, and pursuingIs it too late to fall in love?Has my train left the station?Is my coffee ready yet?I'll never know, till I…
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In black and white
This melange of greyLife can be gayBeyond your meansLooking for Jack's magic beans?Point a gun at this stockWhat is homeWhere this brain can breatheWe need the struggle to keep goingTalking to imaginary peopleRelationships that don't existCulture of getting highLife's party bound to deal you lowsFor all that is TrueThere ain't no life outside this big…
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Marriage
Saying no to the world doesn't come easyNot accepting myself is second natureOpportunities to connect are my cueNurtured by the unquestioning curiosityThe place where you and I meetIs nowhere but a time when I don't know meOnly the grown ups can seeThat i am as incomplete as the city around meOpening up not for a…
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Self motivation
Money is coldMakes you boldWanna be hotDo as you're toldDon't make it personalAble from the stableProactively stressed outPerfect personnel peruse, pursue paper pursesPlay for the prizePut a price on the presentGrifters gift, drifters differSend a signal, tales in telegramsWho am i, is this meUnendingly, unusually underwhelmed, unkeptSublingual limbo, forever frenetic frenulumDiss thee blue jay, perpetual…
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Feelings are free
What does it cost you?To empathise and sympathiseTime? Money? Really?Nothing!LiterallyBut it's the most precious thingEverybody has itEverybody wants itDissolved in the mudWet your feetThe ocean you will meetAs blue as the sky foreverWash off the dirt, cleanse your beingFor the eye far reachingI'm just a privileged pauperAll i get is what I'm seeing——————————————————————————–
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In solitary: the beggar
I am with bowl in hand, at the stoop of economyAs well traveled as a taxi cabBeing as well informed as a curious passengerYou gimme your prayers, my pir will give my tideHungry for peace, find a home in his abodeThe essence of this word, the atom of atmanListening for the end, hear the path…
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Medit
Trust self confiAccept new want Let go old Expectation need uncondControl breath choicePatience time peaceCentre observe find——————————————————————————–
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Some goodbyes are forever
I once wrote a love letterI forget whether it was ever acknowledgedI didn't know what love was thoughJust the hormones that told me to actI don't know what love is now eitherThough I'm pretty familiar with goodbyesI never meant to put such finality to the thoughtBut what else do ya expect from faulty hormonesIf only…
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From where i stand
From where i standLife looks difficultIt all seems hopelessStoryteller choosesA book of wrongsUnrecordedDon't get too comfortableIt's all temporaryA time that doesn't exist anymore——————————————————————————–
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In your august company
My bub my sab my rabI didn't think it could or wouldBut love has taken over me againAnd i am full, of emojis 🙂Reaffirmed and restoredPerseverantia et Fide in DeoTime it tookTook from me, a younglingOlder but weary, from the pastPassed through a systemOf struggle, supported by steadfast peepsPeeps who loved and loved and lovedDespite…