My Poetry

at first you resist

Love

Taps you on the shoulder Turn around surprised

Not knowing who

 

Grabs you by the hand Pulls you along

Running through the meadows

Care free of worry

 

Makes you think Feel the sinking in Smile like you knew All along the way To paradise

 

Forgetting your self Putting you in her For you don't Know

 

But knowing you There then

Future you knows

 

Catches you by the throat

Pushing the life down quicker Only to release

From pain Forever again

 

 

do u want what u want or do u deserve what u deserve

 

Do you really want what you think you want (oh my god, did I just quote a spice girls song?), or do you just want what you think you should want?

 

If this is too meta, please stop here.

 

I think about the things I want. For those that cost money, which I don't have, cause me to

want more money. Not having money gives me a headache. Why? Because to get money, you need to have other things that give you money. So if I want these things, do I get these

things?

 

I think about the things I have. Do I have all the things I want, and do I have things I don't want? My wanting or not, I have always had things and always will. So how do I have these things then - is it deserved or is it reserved?

 

Does one deserve the things he has or wants - In the field where one competes, are you

rewarded or are you awarded, that which you want? The judge has what you want, and if you give him what he wants just like your fellow consumer in the economy, are you satisfied?

 

The point of all this - an ephemeral equilibrium. That's it.

 

I am

Living in Your house

 

Playing by Your rules

 

Heading towards Your goal

 

Our aim

Your ambition

 

This game

In your name

 

Life is a sign

There is something

That nothing wants to be How do I know

Because I am

 

What you are Just something Kuch bhi

Kahi bhi

 

Not nothing Kuch nahi, nahi

Experience is an emotion

Without which, where are we?

 

Am I crazy Is it just me

Are you there

Gimme a sign

 

 

mother

Born unto this world

Awakening from your womb

 

Knowing you as the only Source of Love

 

My ignorant mind struggles to express 'Ma' is all I can say

 

Demanding every bit of your being

 

Just the beginning of a life Full of taking

 

I cannot give back

This fruit I have eaten

 

But just take the seed To nurture another soul

 

Only You

Have the power

To do anything positive/negative/neutral To your self

 

Nobody else has that Power over you

And don't even let it go

 

It is forever yours To keep and play Until the day

 

That comes when you Need to go away

 

Self ego attachment expectation mad status quo

Live/love Truth

Emotion Power?

 

Thought

 

Word Action Voice

 

Respect Freedom Skill

Knowledge

 

Politics Religion

Economics Art, science

 

A sense of permanence Without death

Beyond I

What is

 

F*ck this world I am king

I am god

No rules apply

 

Law, order, civilization Security, safety

Marriage, children, support

All history

 

Stories, fables, epics Tales of humanity Values?

Disease, suffering, reality

 

Compromise Together

Sacrifice

Live/love

 

Men Women Equal?

Nobody, nothing, me

 

Job work Come go People stay

Friends family

 

Loyalty Fidelity Honesty Dance

 

Fact, fiction

Strange, blurry lines

Responsibility, accountability

High stakes, selfish gains, fast pace

 

Slow down, philosophical view Delusions, psychoses

Physical, imbalance

Growth, consequences deserved

 

Karma, animal alien Choice, will

Time, memory

Future, present

 

Ingenuity, origin Adjust, adapt Master slave Word

 

This life Is

 

An opportunity

To make something

 

Of nothing Wealth

Poverty

Contentment

 

 

 

 

 

The forgotten few

Words of wisdom Or idle wondering

Lost in the depths of time

Left to His

Handsome hands Willful ways

 

What may come No one

Every All

There is But One

 

End to the new

 

The Most

Powerful Being Known to Mankind. But, why was He here?

 

Did any person living, dead or getting there, have any answers? It didn't look like... Until One Day - He found himself.

 

On The Path.

The one that we all take. Leading to His

Self.

 

Yes.

The all-knowing, all-powerful, always forever..self!

 

The same One.

 

That lives.

In you. Me. And

The entire Universe.

 

Of his Multi

Verses. A favourite one he chooses.

 

To Do

His Work.

Good, Bad, Dirty, Ugly.

But None

The Less. Holy.

 

Be Thy Name.

Be Thyne Way.

Done as it is in. His Vein.

 

The Holiest of Blues

Havens, Rhythms and Rhymes.

 

Made for his bidding. Until He sleeps, only to wake again.

The monster, child-like goblet. Of Fire.

 

Chiding by his Mother.

Singing praises to her name. For it is.

 

She. The source.

of All. Good for us, none for Her. As men once said:

Victory to The Mother! For she lives

On in The King.

 

Long Live The King.

Victory to The Greatest Mother there ever Was Is, Will Be for

Evermore.

 

The yellow flame

Bounded by the blue Bottomless

And infinite

 

Within and without

Stretching to the skies

 

Waiting to be caught Kept guarded

By His warm embrace

 

Cold hands sustain For now

And evermore

 

Words are calling

It's funny

Just last week

 

I was in love And now

I'm struggling

 

To express My angst But then

The language of my roots Found me

 

I know not how to speak

I know not how to give back I'm selfish in my needs

The butterfly flutters its wings

I see not how the word washes over me

 

Every day I want to forget I can't help but remember

How I remain unconquered

Until the day I write again

 

 

Kya yehi pyar hai

Tum aye

Duniya se jung ladte Sirohi ki Rani

Me jaise Umpire

 

Sath kate wo din Jannat me Humesha yaad Do pal ke dost

 

Me bol na paya

Jo aap dil se keh diye

Dukha diya me ne bin jane aap ko Bus mil gaye fir us hi ki khushi muje

 

Ab apni hogi khud ki duniya Maruti me chalte

Dekhenge sab jag changa

Ek dusre ke fal me 🌹

 

 

What have we done

Making a living

For the unforgiving How did we forget To take a breath

 

Document everything Burned to the ground Too hot to handle

Escape the consummate candle

 

Where are the wise Who do we despise

Have you looked in the mirror

Do you see the red shimmer

 

Commit to yourself The ultimate promise Made for one

Each other done

 

 

Box

Packed my life into 2 boxes

Trapped in this box of numbers We all want the same things

Created equal

 

Unequal judgements

Fighting together apart Cost of living

Emotionally priced

 

No pride No side No tide Just ides

 

Life is an education A journey of learning To teach the self

The meaning of love

 

I didn't think you'd find me

The symbol i.e. this life Of mine

Knowing not what it means Just an idea

 

Is goodness Valued?

Is love

Schmuv

 

A star on the walk of fame

 

15 seconds For giving

Worth every minute

 

Price less Than

The unknowable

Free

 

I tried to run

Tried to run far And away to hide I thought

I was safe

 

Didn't think I could be found out But she did

Where I was

Hiding from myself

 

In the city of God

देवनागरी

Where I thought I would give Instead I got back in return

 

Now all I can offer Is myself

To this world

For what I need, I have, what I want, I thank you

 

It's not war

Nothing holy but wholly subjective

Subject to conditions, termed experience Experientially momentary, happily limited

 

If my word is all I have, then that is all I can give

 

How do I not emote, except bathe in your moat Knowledge eludes me, wisdom unheard

My only context from what gone before

Looking ahead, I see only you

 

The object of my affections The only objective reality

Object to my unreal expressions?

Unknowable, but somehow connected

 

By the same string of events Original author

Penned the ultimate song

Waiting for when, you're there

 

 

The problem with words

Is that they don't accept me Me for me

How do i know good or happy

If I don't know the word to describe my relucatance to describe this world

 

This world

For all it's ugly hatred and loathing greed

All it's unhinged hunger, uncaring want to prove What is but an illusion

 

An illusion of this mind

This mind that shows you pleasure and pain And gives you unsatisfying thirst for an elixir In a chalice that doesn't exist

 

Do you know the word

To tell yourself that you have forgotten

 

The real world

And are so deeply drowned in this story that it's harder to remember a line than make one up as you go along

 

 

Likha hai to sach hi hoga

 

 

Heard this beautiful line from him Tera hi dard tujh pe karz hai

A painful death for a painful life Her laugh is everything

 

What is true What is not Can you tell me

Straight unadulterated

 

 

Do you feel me Do you feel this Can you tell

We feel the same

 

 

Empathy for the anxious Authenticity for the monies Transparency for the classless Equals nothing for the named

 

To be forgotten

 

 

Mauth ke ghar me Me akela ni

Wo din me kabhi na bhulu Jis raat me mujhe prapt hue

 

Agar dab gaya button

Aur sab ho gaye jal ke rakh Na kisi ko yaad rahega

Na kisi ko pata chalega

 

 

Yaha tha koi

Bus chand par ek padchin Mangal par ek ghumantu Ek upgrah aur kuch jhande

 

Na humara koi prabhav Na koi yogdan

 

 

Bus wo ghar ki chabi Jaha hum sab mile

 

Yeh kaisi bimari

 

 

Me har jagah dekhu, bas sachai nazar aati hai

Khud ka dard nai samaj aata, dusro ka dukh kaise baatu Har kisi ki kahani hai, har kisi ka data

Kabhi garmi se toh kabhi narmi se, phool jate hai hum

 

 

Kisi ko kya padi, tumhe kitna mile Bus hume na pad jaye, yehi bala tali

Me kuch na chahu, bus peecha na chute tumse Duniyadari me ho meri bari, yehi iccha hai puri

 

Ek hi naam jaanta hu mai, wohi mera kaam Roz gun gunau, beete meri shaam

Sare darwaze, sari khidkiya, sab the band Me jana chahu, tab bhi saath na choda

 

Me nachu tere shaan me, aise me pagal Kabhi thaku na tere pyar me, aise gaan suna Dhundte dhundte thaku na, aise shabd likha Geeto ki mala pirona, yehi mujhe sikha

 

 

A time that never existed

 

 

This imagined reality Will never be enough

One that we cannot afford If only we could go back

 

To the real world Dangerous but kind Miraculously alive Brave love

 

When we didn't know The time

Just existence In touch with

 

Ourselves and this place Where never was

A title Ever there

 

The window

 

 

Dealing with existence Looking outside in You think you know Know you don't

 

The door of opportunity Knock twice

A window opens You look through

 

You can see all the wonders

 

 

Flying by

You are still, floating In this space of time

 

She needs protection Don't let her go

She'll show you more, all you need The one truth

 

Why

 

 

Because you are

Just the way you oughta Be your

Self

 

 

Hope Teach Love

Me, without saying anything more

 

 

Than the one word I need

'Hi'

I'm there, from low to hello

 

 

High

Is the plane you take me to Land

Is where I arrive, to meet you, feel the unfettered, truth